Do you think it's art?

These slices and cuts on my body.

Don't you think it's beautiful?

Blood dried on skin, what painting could be more perfect?

My blood becomes the oil and my skin - the smooth canvas.

Do you think if I cut deep enough, i'll be able to scrape the hurt away?

Or maybe if I focused on some other pain, the ache in my heart might just go away?

It's mesmerizing, watching blood stream from these veins, slithering down my skin and mixing with my teardrops.

It's a wonderful feeling, because at least then I truly have my life in my hands.