Just a confused soul…

or maybe stranded in the confusion of life.

Maybe I’m lost in my own storm of emotions.

Maybe my vision is becoming blurred to the light I used to see as a child.

Sometimes my mind feels lost,

like my thoughts can barely breathe.

What if the life I’m living now

only leads me to the end of a dark tunnel?

What if I’m just a lost boy in a desert

with nowhere left to go?

Where do I go?

A soul with passion and dreams

that never unfolds.

A heart filled with love for many,

Yet pain always finds its way inside.

Life is meant to shape us,

but sometimes it feels like

It's slowly crushing me.

If life is truly a mystery,

why do some people find happiness

while others keep questioning

their place in this world?

Maybe life is a treasure hunt,

and the answers are hidden somewhere, beyond the pressure of living.

I can’t blame my family for who I am,because I know the love and sacrifices they’ve shown me.

Still, one question lingers,

Why do we live only to die?

I’m not content,but I’m grateful.

I’m not happy, neither am I sad.

I’m just a lost soul.

I hope I find my way out,

because I can’t swim anymore.

I’m drowning…

but maybe somewhere,

There is still air.

Adie James .A.