I still am stuck on you

How can I move on when you are my drive?

I seek to be with you but my soul desires peace

How beit, my heart ache but my spirit breathes, I am inculcated in grief encompassed about with serenity

My mind is clear but my thoughts are ever bothered

You are all I ever wanted but nothing I ever needed

Just maybe, I should put myself first, even when myself chooses you before me

I am healed but not over you